Member-only story
engender me
according to
your needs
and I will
bend over
backwards
to find
relief.
vertebrae
shatter
security.
structure
stiffens
loose
authority.
loosen the
screws that
open mind
and open mind
while closing heart.
“Will you please come over and fuck me?”
I engorge myself in fantasy while saying
yes, I’d love to.
Shortly thereafter I am in his room alone
as he cleans his ass in a cold shower.
I wait
as weeds
grow yellow
with anticipation.
He is wet and naked when he returns
and uses a grey flannel jacket to cover his crotch
while he narrates a story I don’t remember
because I was too busy feeling his energy:
feisty, passionate, quick,
fiery, fierce, funny,
assertive, clear, smart,
and really fucking sexy.
The story is unclear to me until he shivers:
“I’m cold,” he says as I reconsider his wet nudity.
“Aww!” I exclaim with timbre.
“You don’t have to be sensitive,” he retorts.
I close my mouth and heart.
“Oh… that’s what you need me to…
